I See IT

I see it
I see it, and I know she does too
Whatever it is will bring her back to you🙌🏽
I’m not ready but I know I’ll have to be
Because I know she’ll be resting in your arms safely 
There’s no need for me to worry 
I know she has a mansion in Glory
She’ll leave behind a story
& I’ll share her testimony 
I know your hand is in this situation with EVERY trial and tribulation
God you never left us, I know this for sure 
Open up the heavens for the one I truly adore
It would be selfish of me to want her to stay
God I’m asking you to send your angels so that my family and I will be okay...............

-Jazmin Elaine

Mommy

Mommy❤️❤️❤️
I hear you telling me that it will be okay 
Encouraging me to press my way
Move on with my life you would say
As the memories continue to replay
The good Lord will show me the way 
& In his arms you will stay 
No more pain or sorrow
God help us all make it to tomorrow 
I get caught up in the fact that you’re no longer here 
This reality was once my biggest fear 
But momma there’s no need to worry
We’ll live on and tell your story 
We will talk about how no matter what you faced you carried it with so much grace
And how you emphasized that you in-fact will be ok
You gave us so much wisdom and encouragement but was never afraid to express your disappointment 
You were such a beautiful soul and
To become half the woman you were is my ultimate goal 
So fly on mommy, We have it from here
For the memories you left us with will be near and dear........

-Jazmin Elaine

I'm Sorry

I’m Sorry
Not for the way I feel but how it’s revealed
For letting my anxiety take over me
I pray one day I’ll be free
Free of these chains that drive me insane
Where I lash out and you become the blame 
My fear is that I’ll eventually end up alone
And get stuck in this zone
Where freedom is a far memory
And you will no longer be willing to help me
Because you got too close and got a TRUE dose of who I really am and your nightmare began........ Trust me I understand 
But if you choose to stay & things get a little gray
Promise me that when my journey becomes too tough and I get a little too rough
Take me in your arms and emphasize that you indeed have had enough 
I’ll calm down and I won’t make a sound 
I will listen, and try to understand your position 
Love concurs all and because of you I’m not afraid to fall
But I am afraid that you will leave and I’ll forever grieve 💔💔💔

-Jazmin Elaine