One Year Anniversary!!!!! Thank You!!!!
Jazmin Elaine
Mar 29, 2021
One thing I want you all to get out of my blogs is how amazing God is. It is only because of him that I’m in my right mind and not in a straitjacket. I thank him for keeping me. This week will be officially one year since I launched this blog and the love and support shown have been unbelievable. I would’ve never thought the pain I carried could turn into healing not only for myself but for others. See how good my God is? Although this is the toughest season of my life, he still uses me and allows me to walk into my purpose. There were MANY days where I wanted to give up, but God told me my work here wasn’t done. When my mom was on her death bed and we knew she didn’t have much longer I assumed I was going with her. I figured once I received the news I would go into shock and die too. When that didn’t happen, when she was gone, and I was still here I didn’t understand. I couldn’t comprehend the fact that I would have to live one day without her let alone the rest of my life! I remember my mother telling me that “The good Lord will show you the way” and I’ve clung to her words since. God told me “Not yet”. I still have work to do for The Kingdom and even though I miss my mother she did her part and finished her race. If you ever feel sad about losing a loved one, try and remember “We are confident, I say, and would prefer to be away from the body and at home with the Lord”-2 Corinthians 5:8. This world can be so wicket, I wouldn’t want my mother to be with anyone else other than the good Lord himself. My goal is to please God and see my mom again one day, so I have to keep pushing until my race is finished. I’m so thankful God still allows me to see my mother in my dreams. To see her free of pain and cancer has to be the most precious gift I’ve ever received. I cherish my dreams of her and write them down as soon as I wake up because I never want to forget them. I understand now that a mother’s love NEVER dies even when they’re no longer on this side of Heaven. God gives us exactly what we need and when we need it.
I want to take the time to express my sincerest gratitude to you all for supporting me. From the prayers to sharing my post………IT MEANS THE WORLD TO ME!!!! The words of encouragement have gotten me through a lot of hard times. Those moments when I get upset with God and don’t want to pray anymore, I know it’s your prayers that get me through it. I can feel the prayers coming my way. Some days I just feel so empty and have nothing left, those prayers refill me, and I feel revived again. Thank you for allowing me to share my journey with you. I can’t wait to see what God has planned for this blog. Since we are celebrating one year, reach out and let me know how this blog has impacted you throughout the year.
Please continue to keep my family and me in your prayers and I will continue to pray for you all as well.
-Jazmin Elaine
